Monday, July 20, 2009
Troubled Waters....
Well...it so may seem that my life is currently proceeding towards the vertical line of life...Camping on the door steps of my masters research, rapidly operative in my badminton life and trying to balance my social life altogether. However....it is not what it seems to be...
As adjacent to my masters in research..its already been said. The word RESEARCH....kills.... Day and night I'm thinking what to read and which source to gather.

Information is highly critical in the research world as it may lead you to easier progress and modification in your work or the other way round, draggy and stressful hurdles in clawing out the steps you need.

Anyhow...my research is on RADAR. Yes.... radar or in long its called, RAdio Detection And Ranging. Apart from the explanation of the project, what I will stress here is about the difficulty of it. Unlike electronic components that you can see, in Radar you need to understand and predict the outcome of the signals. Even the slightest change in the result, you have to troubleshoot every single component to fully check what is going on with it. But with all the troubles concluded, my hardware is done. All I'm waiting now is just two of my batteries to arrive to run my hardware. Its not mere AA batteries but its call LIPO or Lithium Polymer batteries.

Its what they use to run the remote controlled cars or mini helicopters. But...its been three weeks now I'm waiting for it to arrive after I ordered it....One thing I hate in my life is .... waiting...I just want to faster strive on with my project and now I'm just attached to the waiting game....I've heard about LIPO batts being able to replicate a C4 explosion if we didn't handle it well...I didnt' know about the risk...but well...the clock is ticking...but the bomb have not arrived....

Well as for my badminton line....almost everyday....I trained myself for it. Alternate weekdays working out in gym. Jogging in between the alternate days and four times of game play in a week. Fuh...its tiring...The time I spend, the sweat and blood I shed and the commitment I sacrifice on, but still people yet to know how I play or what is my standard is...Often.... they choose those who don't train themselves or rather not that committed to go for tournaments. I'm rather fxxking piss of with the ignorance of the people.

Its rather annoying to be ignored of your hardwork in the first place...Players are actually post selected without any much discussion or whatsoever. Guess the team consist of the same 10 players only. Others are just mere pile numbers of extra. Why can't things be fair like a pre-selection or something before any tournament to select the best candidate. I find its fair to those who actually work for it and to those who don't....Well....that's MMU for you...Nothing much can be said....
As for my social life....Yeah....I hate it.....I miss the those of my Melaka frens still around, I miss those times my MMU frens still around....

Well...as I'm stuck in my masters...the rest are stuck with their working life....Guess life goes on...You either brood over the lost of it or you chase a new social life....
Oliver was black at10:53 PM
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
Rest in Peace....You are my favourite......
Rata…….where are you now…..Its been four months since you leave me…Did you meet up with your son Remy….I believe he is up there somewhere but I hope you both have already meet each other… He must have been waiting for u….Remy leave me one month before you did…..Oh did you see Honey too? Honey went up there last month too…. I just hope all three of you are having a fine time there….although I didn’t want all of you to leave my side….Each one of you have your own personal housings…..but starting from Remy…it reduces one by one from my sight….
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Rata and Toee when I first bought them...
But……………….on top of that…..I hope you are the very last one to leave my side. Toee…. I didn’t know that you will leave me this soon. You are my favorite hamster among all five of u. Ever since I first bought you with Rata two years ago….when I place you in my hands…I have the feeling that I will love you very much…And indeed my bond with you grow as time goes by….When I first bought Rata and you…both of you have make me happy when I’m down…When I’m sad or down…both of your cute actions do lighten up again my day…
Rata you are the mischievous one…More like a dare devil…you make climbing your favorite activity….You will try to climb everywhere either in the cage or in on my hands….Seeing your attempt to climb do make me laugh…But then as time goes by…you shift your attention to the wheels. Once you start running on the wheels…you wont stop running through out the nite… The cutest thg is that you don’t run between the wheel but you run on TOP of the wheel…more like a circus act…I can’t stop looking at you run whenever you start to…. But….you grew thinner and thinner from your cancer ….and you just leave me…..one day….Everytime I look at your favorite wheel…I will still remember the way you run….but…its all the images playing in my mind….
Remy…you are the first to leave me….Among all..you are the biggest, fattest and the most healthiest of all… Never I did knew that you will have an eye infection which took you away from me instantly the next day….Remy….do you know how fat you are?? I dont remember I feed anythg more to you as compare to the rest. But you just became so fat. And like your father, you make climbing your liking….So fat yet you like to climb around the cage….And…I like to put and hold you in my hands. You are very nice to hold and fluffy…. You are more like a portable soft toy to me…But since you are the first to leave me…I was so down….I cant control my tears when I hold you in my hands before I “sayang” you for the last time before I bury you… But …you accidentally bit my finger once…..which now will be a momento for me….
Honey….among all you are the smallest and petite one…but you are fiercest of all. Never like to be handled but a clean angel….You will try to bite whenever I try to hold you….and you tend to groom more than the rest…Your cage is always clean…I wonder did you tidy up and sweep your cage whenever I sleep each nite… But apart from that. I always like to see you built your nest… I did wonder whether you are an architect in your past life…Your design of your nest changes everytime I clean up your cage….and its not just the design..it is nice and compact….But just may god bless you on your journey there….Meet up with our dad and brother ok? There are waiting for you….
Toee……I just dono how to say this……..among all you are my favourite….You are the only one who is the most obedient. You never bite me…you never shunt me away when I try to grab you….Everytime I try to hold and place you in my hand….you will just stay quietly and sniff around me hand… I remembered there once that you look me at my eyes straight when I slowly sayang you …and you just didn’t look at me…you look at my eyes for almost 10 minutes as though that you know that I was “sayang- ing” you…..And I also remembered how I nose you with my nose…I play with you more often than the rest because you are just so much fun….I also remember when I try to let you climb on me and you trying so hard just to hang on me without falling…But not just me…you are doted by my mum, dad and brother in my whole family. You just have the cute charm that will bring everybody happiness whenever they look at you…. Did you remember how I feed you the kua cis? You just stuff all the kua cis I fed you into your pouch…I think there were 30 kuacis altogether…Apart from that, I was very happy for you to bring me Remy, Sweetie and Honey into the family…Do you still remember how worried am I when you are pregnant?…Day and nite I’m waiting for u to give birth…and when you did….I was watching at you almost most of the time ensuring you to have the best food and condition around you…. I can still remember how you feed Remy and the rest….But…I didn’t realize you were the one who is the latest to leave me which I hope you are the last…You are down by sickness and you grew thinner and thinner….I brought you to the vet…I though the medication will cure you…but….guess its too late as I think your sickness overwhelm more than the medication can help…. My heart was too painful to think of your departure…. Your body is still warm in my hand but you are not moving anymore….It me took so hard to actually put you in your resting place…..I just hope you will move and look at me again like usual…..but…you just lie there motionless…But…I guess u did your duty as my pet…..I did my very best to make you stay on….but Toee…I will always remember how you bring me happiness…to me and my family….Toee…you and the rest are my first pets….And I will always remember all of you….I love you so much…and I will always will….I just hope you have join Rata, Remy and Honey now…At least you wont be alone there…Promise me that all of you will rest and enjoy as much as you can alrite? I will take care of Sweetie for you all…I promise…

Toee when I first bought her...

Remy

Sweetie

Sweetie

Rata

Sleeping Rata

Peeping Rata

Remy,Sweetie and Honey in their younger days...

Sweetie resting


Toee

Toee

Toee

Biting toee

And again biting toee...

Toee

The family..

Toee

Rata, Remy, Honey and especially Toee…..I love you all so much….
Oliver was black at10:26 AM
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Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Target Achieved but more to come....
Last Saturday and Sunday was one of the most vigorous way to use my body to the extend..Smash Master 08 is one of the old traditional tournament for the Badminton Club of MMU Melaka. To achieve something in the traditional tournament brings great relieve and confident in oneself.
Neway, I joined two categories which is men singles and men doubles. Madly enough, I had to play 6 games which includes 3 single matches and 3 double matches on the very day of Saturday itself... To my satisfaction the time I put to train myself pays off.. I manage to get in to the Finals on Sunday..
Some of the actions are shown below in my final games..



Men singles final ( Me vs Dave )


Men doubles final ( Me & Ching Yong vs Dave and Nicky )
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I won silver for singles and also

Silver for doubles.
Kinda sad to have lost after reaching the finals but I'm quite satisfied with the result.

And alot of thanks to my "loyal supporter" who gave me hope and also always believed in me ^^
The winners of the day:
Oliver was black at10:12 PM
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The new way of seeking balance...

Karate is a martial art developed in the Ryukyu Islands from indigenous fighting methods and Chinese kenpō.It is primarily a striking art using punching, kicking, knee and elbow strikes and open-handed techniques such as knife-hands and ridge-hands. Grappling, locks, restraints, throws, and vital point strikes are taught in some styles.A karate practitioner is called a karateka.

Taekwondo is a Korean martial art and the national sport of South Korea. It is the world's most popular martial art in terms of number of practitioners.

Jeet Kune Do also Jeet Kun Do or JKD, is a martial arts system and philosophy developed by martial artist and actor Bruce Lee.

Muay Thai is a form of hard martial art practiced in large parts of the world, including Thailand and other Southeast Asian countries. Muay Thai has a long history in Thailand and is the country's national sport. Traditional Muay Thai practiced today varies significantly from the ancient art muay boran and uses kicks and punches in a ring with gloves similar to those used in Western boxing.

Capoeira is an Afro-Brazilian art form that ritualizes movement from martial arts, games, and dance. It was brought to Brazil from Angola some time after the 16th century in the regions known as Bahia, Pernambuco, Rio de Janeiro, Minas Gerais, and São Paulo. The game is marked by fluid acrobatic play, feints, and extensive use of sweeps, kicks, and headbutts. Less frequently used techniques include elbow-strikes, slaps, punches, and body throws.
And now I present to you the revolution of all.....
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Tai Chi Seksi... I found this when I went to Batu Pahat to find Jason.... I guess their fighting art consist of "middle" fingering or "ass" butting. Probably infused with the playboy philosophy.
Oliver was black at9:47 PM
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Genting...yet again...
I always like genting....I dono why but perhaps its the weather that attracts me there, or perhaps the scenery? Or maybe its the casino......I wonder...lol
But there's fun things you can do there.

For example, probably you could see ppl trying to enjoy posing themselves acting "scared" infront of the falling books.
Or you could join them in doing so.

Or maybe being FORCED to pose infront of the commercial board.

Showing of infront of the double decker

Which that includes me.

And also act cute infront of the nice cottage like stairs.

And drag me together in it ;p

Not to mention that to be proud to be able to imitate the patung exactly...You could see who is the best 1...

And also crash ourselves at CoffeeTerrace, the best buffet restaurant you can get in Genting and posing off to show our satisfactory...


But its a memorable and fun trip with my girlfriend ^^ Luv Ya!!!!
Oliver was black at8:44 PM
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